anecdotes and musings of my ideas of delusional beauty-

2011-12-30T17:14:00.001+08:00

End of 2011!

What a year lol I'm welcoming 2012 WITH OPEN ARMS PLEASE BE A GOOD YEAR THANKS.

Bad bad bad

2011-11-21T00:12:00.001+08:00

China!! Omg bad!!! She dieeeeeeeeeeee I tried but still!!! Grrr let's go punch her

Sour plum alcohol and century egg dog

2011-11-20T22:40:00.001+08:00

The periods is KILLING our sex life -.- how can two people want to fuck so much?!

Or......randomly stop to stand around and discuss how good, or bad a certain position feels.

I miss you. And I hope we'd be good together.

Stop peeking at what I type!!!!!!!!!! Next time you cook for me lo. Grrrrrr hehezxzxzxxxxx

:p

2011-11-18T14:03:00.001+08:00

Funny how things always turn out in such unexpected ways

trust me

2011-11-15T14:35:00.002+08:00

i'd do what i can to help us make it.
till the day i can't, or don't want to , or maybe you don't want me to anymore.

thanks for having me.

Weak

2011-11-05T11:28:00.001+08:00

Hur Hur hurssss somebody weak!!! Aww I miss you.

Christmas

2011-11-01T07:58:00.001+08:00

Now im doubtful. Could we really make it till Christmas.

Would we even want to?

The 30th

2011-10-30T22:36:00.001+08:00

Wow, it's been three months. Is that good or bad hmmmmm.........

Lol fuck buddies. :p

Again-

2011-10-24T19:48:00.001+08:00

So full.

When will my heart be as full as my tummy sometimes is?

Soon, I hope.
Soon.

hello 24th.

2011-08-24T08:45:00.001+08:00

Don't make excuses to see them or call them. Just let go, no matter how much it hurts.

fuck

2011-08-03T12:44:00.001+08:00

what the fuck am i doing sia.

nabei.

lol!!!!

2011-07-31T15:27:00.001+08:00

omg im over it hahahahahahahahahahahaha damn funny hahahahahahahahaha

thanks to everyone who help much appreciated <3

period

2011-07-16T00:34:00.000+08:00

down the same ol path.

2011-01-14T11:35:00.001+08:00

Hello there,

The stranger in the mirror

hohoho

2010-08-26T20:08:00.001+08:00

9 Deadly Words Used By a Women

1. Fine

This is the word woman use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2. Five Minutes

If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3. Nothing

This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "nothing", usually end in the fine.

4. Go ahead.

This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it!

5. Loud sigh.

This is actually a word, but is a nonverbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #2 for the meaning of "nothing".)

6. That's okay

This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's OK means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7. Thanks

A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say "you're welcome". (I want to add in a clause here -- This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is pure sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say you're welcome. That will bring on a 'whatever'.)

8. Whatever

Is a woman's way of saying "fuck you!".

9. Don't worry about it, I got it

Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told the man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?'.

For the woman's response refer to #3.

every other time. LFO so o school!!!

2010-08-20T21:59:00.000+08:00

C'mon
Nananananananananana
Nananananananananana
Nananananananananana
Every oth-every other time

I said lets talk about it
As she walked out on me and slamed the door
But I just laugh about it
Cuz she's always playin those games

C'mon
(deep down) deep down i know she loves me
But she's got a funny way of showin me how she cares (she cares)
Last night she did a donut on my lawn
And drove out w/ her finger in the air
Oh yeah

Sometimes it's black
Sometimes it's white
Sometimes she's wrong
Sometimes im right
Sometimes we talk about it or we figure it out
But then she just changed her mind
Sometimes she's hot
Sometimes im cold
Sometimes my head wants to explode
But when i think about it im so in love with her

Every other time
Nananananananananana
Every other time
Nananananananananana
Every other time
Nananananananananana
Every oth-every other time

Sometimes we sit around
Just the 2 of us on the park bench
Sometimes we swim around
Like 2 dolphins in the oceans of our hearts

But then i think about the time that we broke up before the prom
And u told everyone that I was gay "ok"
Sometimes I walk around the town
For hours just to settle down
But I take you back
And u kick me down
Cuz that's the way uhhu uhhu I like it

Sometimes it's black
Sometimes it's white
Sometimes she's wrong
Sometimes im right
Sometimes we talk about it or we figure it out
But then she just changed her mind
Sometimes she's hot
Sometimes im cold
Sometimes my head wants to explode
But when i think about it im so in love with her

Every other time
Nananananananananana
Yeah every other time
Nananananananananana
Every other time
Nananananananananana
Every oth-every other time

Keep it up home girl
Don'tcha quit
U know the way u scream is the ultimate
And when I walk away
Just watch the clock n then i don't even get around the block
And I say "let's talk about it"
As she walks out on me and slams the door
One day we'll laugh about it
Cuz we're always playin those games

Nananananananananana
Every oth-every other time

Sometimes it's black
Sometimes it's white
Sometimes she's wrong
Sometimes I'm right
Sometimes we talk about it or we figure it out
But then she just changed her mind
Sometimes she's hot
Sometimes im cold
Sometimes my head wants to explode
But when i think about it I'm so in love with her

Every other time
Nananananananananana
Yeah every other time
Nananananananananana
Every other time
Nananananananananana
Every oth-every other time

Keep it up home girl
Don'tcha quit
U know the way u scream is the ultimate
And when I walk away
Just watch the clock n then I don't even get around the block
And i say "let's talk about it"
As she walks out on me and slams the door
One day we'll laugh about it
Cuz we're always playin those games

Nananananananananana
Every oth-every other time

Oh yeah
Every other time

hmm.

2010-08-07T15:03:00.002+08:00

♥ 沒有一百分的另一半　只有五十分的兩個人

♥ 付出真心　才會得到真心　卻也可能傷得徹底
保持距離　就能保護自己　卻也註定永遠寂寞

♥ 通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人　才是真正愛你的人

♥ 有時候　不是對方不在乎你　而是你把對方看得太重

♥ 冷漠　有時候並不是無情　只是一種避免被傷害的工具

♥ 為你的難過而快樂的　是敵人
為你的快樂而快樂的　是朋友
為你的難過而難過的　就是那些　該放進心裡的人

♥ 就算是 believe　中間也藏了一個 lie

♥ 真正的好朋友　並不是在一起就有聊不完的話題
而是在一起　就算不說話　也不會感到尷尬

♥ 朋友就是被你看透了　還能喜歡你的人

MIA

2010-07-29T20:34:00.002+08:00

heeeeeeeeeeees.

just randomly dropping by. dont ask me why but im just very prone to mia-ing.

its just me.

saw these few things on a website.

Sad words from a child,
who lost his parents in tsunami,
standing by the sea shore,
Sea i’ll never forgive you,
even if you touch my feet a thousand times.

sighs.

Sometimes,
i wish people wont tell me
that they love me..

wanna know why?

so that i wont waste my time
believing their
sweetest lies....

Anger is the feeling that makes your mouth work faster than your mind

ok! bye.

-

2010-07-27T21:18:00.001+08:00

different.

so different.

and there's nothing we can do about it.

2010-07-16T18:51:00.001+08:00

maybe it has been that a long time ago.

over.

2010-05-29T19:11:00.000+08:00

2010-05-29T19:08:00.000+08:00

HHEHEHEHEHE

2010-04-05T14:59:00.000+08:00

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WHY AH WHY?!?!?!

2010-04-05T13:04:00.003+08:00

i feel so i dono how to say!!!!!!!!

i feel angry/sad/disappointed/frustrated/irritated/[used to be] understandable and omg so many............................................................ >:O

why why why? why are you acting like this??? if you really think we should go fuck ourselves why don't you ASK first?!?!?!? im sure i can give you a good enough reason, one that after some explanation you might come to see my point.

i really DONT agree with your actions now. omg. why?????

you are acting like we went all insulting on you but you KNOW that's not it................................!!!!!!

do you think we are being biased? omg you really think we are like this? think i am like this???? i try my best to see matters and not the PERSON.

i dont see the point of me advising travis to leave you alone and not SAY anything when ur going all bonkers-ing bitchy on her. and then us. why?????

are you trying to force me to think bad things about you?? and why NONE of your friends are telling you what is the right/matured thing to do? why?? this is really NOT THE WAY......

i KNOW that some of travis's action used to be bad, abominable even. but that was last time, and you FORGAVE her................. now that it's the end of this relationship just let each other go. when all along you say that she is being childish with her words and things why are you doing the same? i understand anger sometimes makes people do stupid things and say spastic stuff but up to this point??

im trying my best to pointedly ignore the rest of your friends who are trying to fit in a part in the whole matter. like cindial, i dont want to even answer her even though i think it's bad, the things she said. there is only such a fragile thread of acquaintance-ship left and i dont see a point in destroying this 'thread' further! why cindial?? why.................. sigh. you think there's really a point in saying all those bad things?

here we are trying to say stuff that express our feelings/thoughts in a kind and civil way and there you and your friends are being all cruel. yes cruel and insulting................

you make me wonder if this is who you are in the first place..................................................................................................................................................

the words you use. the things you say. the way you act. they are not necessaryyy.............

why bell........................................... why?

sigh. i dont want to blog liao la. :( urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. sigh.

2009-09-11T10:03:00.001+08:00

how's life.

life's being a bitch like she always is.

its the usual, what's new.

im smiling anyway.

HEAD BUMP

2009-08-25T16:24:00.000+08:00

hello.

how are you?

im fine thank you.

soft head. :(

damned.

2009-07-29T14:39:00.004+08:00

i have decided to give myself 15 mins to rant.
considering the fact that i was late for work today. but i skipped lunch to make up for it. and anyway i'd be OT-ing tonight.

so i deserve this.
maybe.

A love so dark
Akin to blood from a pricked finger
Flowing from the thorn to the stem of a rose
Falls and hits the ground inconspicuously, silently

A love so cold
Like a breath from death himself
Sending chills to depths within, unknown to man
With just one thought, one falls

Into a world of perpetual darkness
Like midnight, when vigor is strongest

A space, reminiscent of a vacuum
Where the air is so still, so bare, so full of nothing

You hear your thoughts flowing with the rush of your blood
Icy thoughts that moves within one's bloodstream

This void, this emptiness, this silence kills
Sucks the life out of all breathing entities.

When the world is devoid of life, light and warmth
You will realize that all comes to a halt
That everything becomes nothing
Absolutely nothing at all

A passage of words that came to me in a dream.
i woke up and wrote them down on a piece of paper.

warning signs are going off in my head.
i realised I'm in a worse off situation than i thought.

morbid, suicidal thoughts infiltrate my head regularly.
techno makes me............ think/feel too much.

i think i need a psychologist/psychiatrist like before.
a person to spill my innermost darkest private secrets to.

a word once so alien has becomes to familiar to me
a word that i never thought would touch me, tainted me
this word, stress, is something i'm trying hard not to show outwardly.
is something i'm trying to dispel within me.

fuck work.
fuck love.
fuck family.
fuck friends.
fuck relationships.
fuck pleasure.
fuck responsibilities.
fuck joy.
fuck everything.

i just suddenly want to leave this country for a while.
and this urge, its strong.

out of breath-

how do i know my limit.

2009-07-28T18:59:00.000+08:00

the taste of iron-rust blood coiled with the lingering bittersweetness is the only contemplation of which the simplicity of life has to offer in exchange for the shadow of transcendence.

im tired.
too tired.

i'm just about had it up to there.

on a side note..................
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRISCILIA MIAOW MIAOW TAN SZE HUI PUSSY :D

i want to go out tonight. pris said ok, so now it's up to travis huang, joelley yip and krystal alexis lim.
i shall blog the outcome.
goodbye.

ps: i did a random post in every blog i have.

and every single cell in me wants to withdraw.

herstory at zirca.

2009-05-15T03:49:00.000+08:00

marlboro menthol

2009-05-12T10:21:00.002+08:00

been long since i last did a proper post, and no, this isn't going to be one.
've got work later on and my little miaow has a hospital appointment.

i just suddenly started thinking that time does fly.
just a year ago, my life was hell different.

social circle, partner, family, life in general really.

its amazing how events in life turn out.
things that you thought were beautiful and were going to be there forever doesn't work out that way.
and that, i'm referring to friends.

love, everyone or maybe just i knew wouldn't be there forever. but i thought the basic friendship would stay.

family, alvin's away in army and the boys in the house seem a lil lonely.
and life, wells, im finally doing something with my life.

but all in all, im pretty much happy with my life.

i've got friends that, :) would be there when i ask.
and huang's still here.
she's still here.
fuck thank god she's still here.
though she's as irritating as before [maybe worse] but she's here.

i've got a girl who loves me more than i love myself.
though there will always be the ups and downs but at least the basic facts are clear.

and that's that we laugh and smile the most in each other's company.
for now, you're the most constant and stable thing in my life and i thank god for that.

this relationship and slowly, but surely evolved into something that i dont want to be without.

OKAYYY.
SO NOW YOU JUST WANT TO SIT BESIDE ME.
OK BYE END OF POST WOOOOOOOOOO.

-

2009-05-11T12:21:00.000+08:00

In Love Again lyrics

Hooo

O yea yea yea yea

When u smile
My life becomes a ray of light
Sing me a lullaby
To sleep at midnight

I’ll be hypnotized
when looked into your eyes
Turn off the room light
Let's Spend the night

Chorus
Take me to far away
Away to your secret place
Take my tears my fears
Take all my pain for which I'll repay
Someday with a kiss and say
Can't believe that I’m in love
In love again

When the stars don’t shine
And when the birds don’t fly
And when the flowers cry
And when the rain runs dry
When the violet's red and when the rose turn blue
Baby I’ll still be in love with u

woooo

2009-05-07T14:44:00.004+08:00

clubbing, brings out the worst in me.
and the best.

so now what.
i wasn't drunk i know that.

but............
still will have a few blanks.
this is bad.

and its over between me and you.
just like that?

hmmmm.......................
why ah?
i forgot.

musings

2009-05-05T12:11:00.002+08:00

i think, i will never understand your long-standing anger.
or the fact that you expect me to accept it and maybe just keep silent give in to you.

its been months.
i dont understand how you still find it so hard in yourself to just be, i dont even know what to say. just to not be so....unreasonable.

go on, be mad.
shout, wail and scream.
throw a tantrum, stamp your feet.

its no longer something i can show much care about anyway.

facebook quiz -.-

2009-05-04T16:08:00.000+08:00

what is your sexiest feature?

Your Result: Hair

Your hair gives off a sweet scent which arouse sexual hormones.

ok.. anyone can have my hair and be sexy too what. so should i decide to snip it off.. i'd have no more sexy feature lol.

of late-

2009-04-30T11:23:00.003+08:00

been PERPETUALLY busy. and sleepy. and have had this constant headache and flu for days now.
there must be something wrong with me. the fainting spells and waves of nausea.

work is... busy and stressful.
haven't learnt how to juggle all my commitments properly just as yet.
ahh the agony of work, love, friends and family.

solidarity time has been pretty much out of the question.
but there are always pros and cons to everything.

the pay is good, so here we go!

after weeks. actually months of staying away from play...
i made a promise to huang to go tonight and swore i WILL NOT dua her.

but but but!
nobody wants to wear pjs with me :(

im sick. of being sick.
:\

p.s : just when i thought life at the house was getting back to 'loving'days, this had to happen. c'mon its high time for the 'let there be light'and 'let there be water' :(

KU-E-IS-TERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
do YOU recognize your name?

:D
miss you.

and pris's at sch. she's late. and shit i have a meeting at 12. and im not ready ok bye!

ps : huang we still havent world tour leh. and and and, pris told me its not wii but its ps4. or something like tt la you know im bad with these :(

I WANT TO GO OUT AS A GROUP MORE OFTEN :(

dover

2009-04-13T12:12:00.000+08:00

i miss you

after a very very long hiatus.

2009-03-18T17:34:00.002+08:00

this blog, has been pretty much date since i 'ran away' from home to my new 'home'
:((

thou shall find the time to blog soon.
and life is all about drinking now.

and as usual...
pris hates it cause its killing my already pretty weak body.
hehs.

but im cutting down la!
club tonight! at clark quay. lunar ladies free 3 lychee martinis, zirca before 12am 5 free drinks then head to rebel. drink wooots! anyone?

im so lonely.................
:(

VALENTINES' 2009!

2009-02-18T01:25:00.020+08:00

ok, the photos are all in a most recent first order. these are the photos for my 3day 2 night vday celebration.

i'd fill in with words but i go fill up the previous post first.
-.- i gotta stop feeling so full all the time.

hmmmmmmmmmm.

prelude to valentines'

2009-02-15T15:05:00.007+08:00

okay, the words are coming in slow.
i just am soo lazy. :(

pictures of the times before we went on our valentines' retreat HAHAHA.

long fringe.. loooks a lil scary -.-

and so does pris look pretty with long hair? i think... not bad la.

red nails. -.- it haunted me for a few days. and when i took it off, my nails were stained pink.

thank god its normal now.

i realise... i like to take pictures. my laptop memory is basically used up by pictures.

people who knows me well know that i never delete any pictures. even if they WERE horribly ugly. every snapshot, is a memory to me.

why throw away your memories?
even for relationships that sour at the ending, i believe that a few years later. when time and age has cleared the initial hurt and rage.

looking back on those pictures would still make one smile :)
after all, one hates cause one loves.

you can't hate a person you dont care about all that much can you.

lalala.

2009-02-10T16:07:00.003+08:00

update again.
heading out.

boredom

2009-02-10T15:42:00.005+08:00

what do people do when they're sick, bored and at home?
they find things to entertain themselves with.

i tried playing viwawa mahjong.
watching the telly.
surfing endlessly.
eating.
sleeping.
and now am deciding on blogging.

but i dont have much to blog about.
so.... lol.
enjoy my stupid post :D

WHAT I HAVE IN MY WALLET :D

#1 Cash
#2 $90 worth of metro vouchers that i have no idea what to do with
#3 $10 shokudo voucher
#4 K-box vouchers

#5 Two past year's chinese new year ang baos

#6 Travis, Kai Jun and 2 random person'd neoprint

#6 My aunt's long-haired passport photo

#7 Me and my cousin's hongkong neoprint

#8 Past year's amulet [Ping An Fu]

#9 Song wu's passport photo

#10 Travis's uncle-ish neocard

#11 Me and song wu's photo

#12 Travis, jorine, ah bi,trish and my neoprint

#13 Spiderman BK card which travis made me promise to keep forever LOL

#14 Me and iverson's photo

#15 Playboy card sticker [you know those you paste on ez-links and stuff]

#16 Travis's long-haired neocard

#17 Ngee Ann ez-link

#18 MDIS ez-link

#19 Identification card

#20 Atm card

#21 Fabulous tan membership card

#22 K-box membership card

#23 POSB mastercard

#24 Esprit membership card

#25 Topone membership card

#26 Thai express membership card

#27 Two queens couture membership card

#28 E2max membership card

#29 Golden village membership card

and the point of this whole post is.....
i want a new wallet, but i cannot find any that i like.

its either that or,
this whole post is pointless and im bored :D

ok, bye!
fever makes my body tender..................

FIRE TONGUE!

girls girls girls.

2009-02-04T14:07:00.002+08:00

most girls are petty.
they really are! [including myself i don't deny]

it IS possible that today they're mad at issue A. and decide to let it go, just forget it. but on another day when they start talking/thinking about it, they feel the fire all over again.

and its not impossible that they bring it up over and over again.
but it's just cause in their heart, this matter was never solved, just pushed aside.

the difference is simply who has more patience, more logic, more easy-going [ahh the usual human traits] or who, can hide their emotions/expressions better.

so,
to me.

just address issues straight.
if you think you're right, list out your reasons.

cause more often than not, she has hers too.
say it out and see what's right and what's not.

although i have to admit sometimes girls get mad over shit.
lol.

and then again, the same logic applies to guys too. and yes, butches. you're so in as well.

:)

this is just a randomly post.

one of my favourite picture of this particular young lady who's far away in switz.

and the young lady's bestie! who's missing this young lady MOST.

and allow to officially introduce Red, Tan Xiao Hong. she was names after Xiao Hong the lobster on pussy's arm. she's my dahhling in pussy's fb account. i'm pretty much the only carer her dad hardly looks in on her.

i raised her from a level 0 to a level 16 going on 17!

i buy her pretty clothes which gives her a label crisis.
sometimes, i dress her up in little black dresses.
sometimes in little black tuxedos [a butch, like her dad]

isn't she the sweeeeeeetest lil thing.
go visit her and give her presents and hugs and kisses ok?

ok, must bathe going out already.
butter cookies finale tonight!
this sat will be their last night and then it'd be forward to fullerton!

just why -.-

2009-02-04T04:37:00.004+08:00

its been days.
and i always only get to sleep when dawn has broke.

its not that i don't get to sleep.
i just can't get to sleep.

i bet i wont be able to get a good rest today.
my tummy's feeling weird.
but not exactly.

aye, only pussy'd understand.

sometimes, even i get amazed at my digestive system.
everyone knows just HOW BLOODY MUCH i eat.

yet nothing comes out.

im supposedly having constipation.
but how then, does one know when its constipation.

any symtoms?

days are spent on all play and no work.
and i know its not exactly beneficial.

unless giving pussy tuition is considered work.
but ahh, i have decided not to help her anymore.

[ok, im just saying this cause i have not been very happy today. like wtf?!]

i am a horrible procrastinator.
as 78% of this world's population PROBABLY are.

i have much to say. but first, some simply overdue pictures.

WARNING : THESE PICTURES MAY CAUSE DISCOMFORT OR EXTREME BOREDOM.

she wanted to take pictures of my funny faces.

mostly because i LOVE to take funny pictures of her.
what? it IS entertaining what! :D

when dumb ppl take photos, they cover half the lense with their thumb.

a smapshot! playing the open and close mouth, snap my open mouth if you can game lol.

she ask me to act ah lian -.- had many tries which failed.... these 2 are the more authentic ones.

passport photo madness!

this was her first try. look like some bloody wanted person pls.

i personally seriously ADOREEEEEEEEEE this picture!

and yes, the people.

the blurry part is the cigarette smoke she blew for effect -.-

i actually am this ugly most of the time.

her shadow. so weird looking. hmmm.

oh! at lunar. lycheeeee martinis!

ray-bans at din tai fung. and no, it aint hers- sadly.

i like the effect of this picture too. the feel it gives. but yes, her ass does look awfully huge. its mostly cause it really is.

>my act cool grumpy ah beng gangsta lovin' girlfriend.

and i still am mad at you ok ptsh. as i have been for days.
though its not all the time.

HMPT.
:\

tummy hurts.
plus plus plus i got no love from nobody.
omgggggggggggggg.

THESE CRAMPS CAN KILL.

dawn writes

2009-01-29T16:03:00.002+08:00

ok.
skipping the horrible, embacing the good.

cny can be summarised easily.
perpetually sleepy and full.

heex.

sabai-ed on tues.
went with my cousin and trav, krys and bun came too!

pussy rocked my socks with her sexy techno moves
:D

and i rocked everyone's socks with MY SEXY TECHNO MOVES TOO!
right?

i should think so leh.
cause they kept requesting for encores lol.

weds was lunar with lili and co.
as well as trav and krys [woohoooo many many lychee martinis]
followed by rebel. saw bun!
and i think i was at zirca too.

think only.

everything started out HAPPY :D
then, i messed up.

owells.
forgive me and continue loving me ok?

ok, gotta head out for a movie now :D
the wedding game lol.

pray it'd be good cause i likeeee fann wong.

:( holyyyyyyy crappppppppppppppppp~~ :)

2009-01-29T15:59:00.003+08:00

i lost control and performed my role as a clown last night.
im sorry.

sorry.

im appalled at myself.
i thought these feelings were long buried and forgotten.

AH YO :(

i shouldnt still feel.
i dont want to feel.

i remember what happened.
though i dont remember why it happened.

but i do remember something.
just how fake.

then again,
life is about putting on a show.

ok, back to hiding behind my mask again.

(:

2009-01-29T13:08:00.001+08:00

記憶會說話
思念在發芽
微風催促一地落葉歸去啊

貝殼戀著家
魚兒游水啊
剩我這念舊的巨蟹踩著沙

熟悉的對白
我雖然說了出來
感覺開始回來開始又回來

這些日子以來
偶爾會想起你的愛
面對這回憶依然還是溫暖

記得你愛把我的手
放進你的口袋
掌心裡的溫度還存在
在指間徘徊

我會慢慢學著勇敢
慢慢學著取暖
如果覺得冷
放自己口袋
你的溫暖我會藏起來

words

2009-01-27T19:33:00.004+08:00

a random photo i took underneath my house

♥ 沒有一百分的另一半　只有五十分的兩個人

♥ 付出真心　才會得到真心　卻也可能傷得徹底

保持距離　就能保護自己　卻也註定永遠寂寞

♥ 通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人　才是真正愛你的人

♥ 有時候　不是對方不在乎你　而是你把對方看得太重

♥ 冷漠　有時候並不是無情　只是一種避免被傷害的工具

♥ 如果我們之間有 1000 步的距離

你只要跨出第1步我就會朝你的方向走其餘的 999 步

♥ 為你的難過而快樂的　是敵人

為你的快樂而快樂的　是朋友

為你的難過而難過的　就是那些　該放進心裡的人

♥ 就算是 believe　中間也藏了一個 lie

♥ 真正的好朋友　並不是在一起就有聊不完的話題

而是在一起　就算不說話　也不會感到尷尬

♥ 朋友就是被你看透了　還能喜歡你的人

hmmmmmmmmmm.
this year, is realy officially over.
whoooo, what a year.

randomly

2009-01-25T22:48:00.002+08:00

a video,
that reminds me just that lilest bit of my gf :D

can someone, ANYONE dance that kind of dance and let me video?

i like to watch lehs!
[yes im hinting you, pris]

YES, I FIND SUCH DANCING ODDLY ADDICTIVE :D
AND I REALLY REALLY MEAN THAT.

me and the pussy between my thighs (:

2009-01-25T20:11:00.004+08:00

some of the random photos from the past week!
us with the new hair! [as cannot tell as it may be :)]

wells.
what do i rmb of my recent activity.......................

hotel in which i had vodka, kim, masks, mahjong show, sex and frog leg porridge..
errr..

drinking drinking drinking on days.
OHHHH. and that thursday :\
with krys trav jb renee and pris
bun made a guest appearance after though.

and.......
elaine = cannot focus

movies!
pool!
supper!
mahjong/cards = lose $50
and i dont know la.

so punk rock hor. lol. lol. lol.

its 10.40 pm now, another 20 mins and it'd be the new year.
in chinese time, 12am is 11 pm :D

ah yo.
this year dragons 'fan tai sui'

im so full.
have been full the whole time for a few days now :x

3rd year with the miaow miaow was on the 24th.
it was a eat to death day.
omg, that day was seriously crazy.

starting from like.............7pm.
between the two of us we had

beef hor fun
pork ribs
lettuce with sauce
oyster omelette
10 sticks of satay
sambal stingray
bubble tea with many bubbles
2 barley
2 teh-ping
subway

and others which i cannot remember.
and yes, we finished every last bit of everything.

on the cab home we told the uncle what we ate and he was like OMG.

hehs.

while fucking, her steam face. HEHS!

HAIR DYE SESSION!

everyone i want to say pussy has been being a bitch lately.
and i seriously suspect its the pms cause this sort of things happen twice every month w/o fail.

she'd have pms, then i'd have pms.
during this period things will be shake shaking shaken.

but wells, things'd work out.

i like this picture. it gives me a fresh feeling from the usual tough faaial expression she gives. in this, she gives of a gentle person feeling. :D

high and doing mask = 2 very serious perople about not laughing so the mask won't crack hahahaaaaaa!

huang, i miss you.
and just keep smiling cause thats basically the only thing left and worth to do.

and lastly, pussy's reaction when she sees my beautiful face.
or sexy body :D

happy cny everyone!
gong xi fa cai worxXxXxXxxxx!

A FEW THINGS I NEED TO SAY!

2009-01-21T15:09:00.003+08:00

first up : i got a 'bo gay' gf.
:D

i try to take a picture and show y'all okok!
die.

i no time.
heees!
bye!

YO!

2009-01-18T18:19:00.000+08:00

somehow, its you-
it just is.

hello world.

2009-01-16T18:39:00.002+08:00

been way too long since i was here.
busy with going out and going home.

been drinking, elaine-ing, clubbing, dancing, eating, laughing, crying.. yada yada, you know the works.

herstory last night.
HAHAHHAHHAHAAAS.

too exciting.
omg, was so hungry.
then so full.
so thirsty,
then so full.
so tired.
perpetually tired.

im getting old, too much dancing makes me pant. [just as fucking does :D]

OH BEFORE I FORGET.
i said i'd say this : im not giving pussy enough sex to satisfy her needs. :x
this gf of mine has too high a sex drive -.-

all in all, herstory was....... alright.
dont remember too much to comment.

the bunch of us, krys, jb, joelle, pris, me, trav, renee, donna mae drank too much. and went off the high end of the cliff.

pretty much everyone got high [esp the girls]
what do you expect when we had two bloody bottles of vodka.

LET'S DO IT AGAIN SOON!
YAYYS!

got home, and did some weird shit.
imagination running wild - i am ip man.

and my hands were too short :(

ok!
i miss you.
:D

enjoy your chicken rice dear.
hearts.

I LOVE PARATHA!
:D
and bundung :D

:D

2009-01-12T12:08:00.002+08:00

playing mahjong, no time to write any shit.
be back again.

:)
i still have like so many pictures to upload?!

booze ♥

2009-01-08T14:32:00.002+08:00

in short,

weds = dinner with pris mum, penin = dumpling shirt and ghostly 'ah ah ah[s]', cine = pool with stanley and pris kicking my ass, spins = vikki trav and renee PAK, butters = drinking with no dancefloor[again] but no drunk friends, emo scenes and tsk tsk tsk, sin hoi san = glorious food, lecherous uncle = angry pris, fucked waitress = pissed off dawn, home = shower sex sleep.

lazy to elaborate.
shit happens.

BUT I WANNA SAY!!!

hahahahhahahaaaas.
me and pussy's having this lil bet/game.

abt a week ago, i decided i want to STOP spouting hokkien like nobody's business.
yes, i didn't use to be like that but when u spend practically all your time with pris, its hard not to jump onto the wagon.
and pussy suggested for every hokkien word i say, one hour of banging as punishment.
the punishment never came even after i've accumulated abt 3/4 days worth of non-stop banging in just a few days.

so i decided to change the rules.
since she's my gf and is supposed to support and encourage me, i decided that a fine will be imposed on whoever speaks hokkien.
ie, i speak and she catches me, i pay $2.
but if i speak hokkien and she doesn't catch me. i foul her and we both have to pay $2.

and vice versa, i catch her too!

the game started ytd afternoon. and the piggy bank already had abt $60 before we went to bed last night.
and more of it is my money.

HAHAHAHAHAAAA.
and we shall see what happens after one month.
the savings, and the result of us being able or not able to stop this hokkien speaking shit.

tsk tsk.
its crude, no good.
she already looks like an ah beng enough.

ok, goodbye!

the last-

2009-01-07T17:16:00.000+08:00

a mv, that had tears forming and falling when i listened to it on the bus.

have so much, and nothing to say.
:)
goodbye world.

help.

2009-01-05T11:20:00.003+08:00

i am so tired.
too tired.

emotionally
mentally
and physically.

if only i could be nothing for just a few days.
and return reborn.

:(

i dont want. i dont want i dont want.
i want to be surrounded by beauty, that's all.

超心疼

2009-01-04T14:13:00.008+08:00

the title of this post makes me feel.... :\

ytd, i kinda forgot.
i start remembering from heading to tiong, going to #1guardian, #2unity healthcare, #3watson, #4 sportslink before i finally found the knee wrap for pussy.
her current one kept snapping and it was a 'eh im a sweet gf' kinda gesture :D
went for coin paratha and mutton curry.
she didn't like the curry cause mutton too hard.
followed up with durian pancake.
bus-ed to town met trav and renee.
she bought me a new earpiece cause i spoilt the previous one she bought me.
went for pool, omg the pool god is with me!
krys and jb turned up by PLAN. bluff me say it was all coincidental -.-
chilled at gloria's.
went to eat long john and chawanmushi with pussy.
went back, fox krys and dee was there. alicia & co too!
dee said to me, give yourself a chance to be happy.
and it got me thinking.
created some confusion [and laughter] due to my hard hearing = huh?! her name is sunshine? KERVON??!! it turned out no one said anything even close.
continued chilling with pris and renee throwing tic tacs.
had a talk with huang ytd.
huang ah, life is full of choices. you make every single one of these choices = you decide your life. and this applies to every single person. so now for you, its a as you wish kinda thing.
watched 7 pounds with the cine pool person.
apparently, he thought i was bloody 16 years old.
went for supper [as usual] at sin hoi san with the gf.
went home and concussed in her arms not long after.
had a dream last night.
this dream. this dream. this dream.

about a familiar version of this person from my memories.

this post is silly.
i just figured since im not going to write anything much about my thoughts and feelings [i basically just unload my dump on pris. the others which i want to keep in myself, i spew in my other blog] i might as well just keep it this way.

and did i say this already.
im not single anymore.

ohhhh woe is with me!
haahaaahaahahahahahahahahahaaaaaa.

she asked on new years' morning to which i said yes but had no recollection at all when i woke up. lol.
and again after we left play for majong on new years' day night. this time i couldnt fake memory loss again :x

YO PUSSY!
you're the girlfriend now.

i laugh you.
and ump you.

maybe one day, i'd love you.

p.s : do y'all think im clumsy? everyone but me seems to think so. and its like a convicted in ttheir thinking kinda way.
pp.s : i am sooooooooooo in love with this $471 marc jacobs shades but i alrdy lost 3 dior shades in my life so should i? omg.

give yourself a chance to be happy.. -dee

as difficult as it may be -dawn

joyous occasions-

2009-01-02T02:41:00.001+08:00

THIS POST WAS WRITTEN ON CHRISTMAS EVE! just that i just posted it. lol.

random pictures from the past week.
:D
and oh!
pardon the quality of some of this post's pictures cause they were taken with the phone. heh hehs.

FIRST THREE were taken at trav's birthday.
lalalalaaa.
yes, the day i got horribly drunk.
but not that horribly too la.

OHHHHH!
BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE, MERRY MERRY XMAS EVE TO EVERYBODY!
:D

following pictures, taken just today.
heeeeeeeees.

HAPPY 35th monthsary pussy dear.
its both a long and short time if you know what i mean.
just another one month till the 3rd year but it seems like we barely spent any time together.

dotssssssssssssssssssss.
why did u have to return to suki so quickly from shiting.
haven't even type finish lo.

we're both single.
but technically we never broke up.
complicating, yet i know you keep it simple for me.

as long as the days are spent smiling, what matters still matter, but just not as much. thanks for all the time and seriously EVERYTHING else you've given.
its more than what i deserve, really.

i know you want a st**us, but you're just holding back reason being you dont want me to rush or feel stressed.
I APPRECIATE THAT.
REALLYYYY!

but at the same time, im sorry too. :(
so to you!

merry xmas and happy anniversary.
thanks for being you.
and for helping me to be me.
you and i both know i wouldnt be who i am if you should leave.

and hor.
tmr......................
confirm okokok.

i really cannot eat that much even though i love to eat.
thanks for being here. yes i know i said that a million times but i just want to say again cannot ah.

P.S : *grabs you towards me, OK YOU EAT THAT ONE I EAT THIS ONE. *chomp chomp munches munches
PP.S : give me a happy smiling face in the morning cannnnnnnnn. if not i will grumpy grumpy lehhh.

and yes!
oh my god!!

two weeks later we go back to the pet farm choose the maltese!
halleluiah amen.

CHICKEN DUCK SI BAI KWAI NI NA!

lalalala.
i have another post i want to post.
but i shall do it again cause i need to sleep now if not i wont be able to do the things im supposed to tmr.
good night world.

happy new year

2008-12-31T21:26:00.003+08:00

happy new year to every one!
i have more to say but i gotta go out now.

but i will tmr on the actual new year day.
have fun now!

and this song is for all of you.

my year 2008. yea, it was always you.

2008-12-31T21:05:00.002+08:00

愛情像是煙花。美麗和明亮但會在几秒钟内消失。

started on yours last. cause, i don't know. it appears to me like i have so much, yet nothing to say.
so yes, my year 2008. it was pretty much just all about you.
all those laughter and tears.

somethings i'd never understand. i'd never know. somethings i'd keep in me for as long as i live. we had, well. i had very nice memories with you.
i learnt stuff. things like BA DIAOOO and sa siao.
you made 2008 unforgettable.
so now as we're both going to continue our journey in life, though its not going to be together, i wish you all the best.
i wish you happiness. many many many happiness.
meeting you at lighthouse was probably one of the top 3 best things this year.

AH SONG~~~~

heading to taiwan and desaru. having month after month of anniversaries. we ended, but that's just part of life.
i never meant for this post to turn out this way.
i was going to say other stuff, but nothing is predictable aint it.
i started this post looking for pictures. and the looking for the pictures part brought about emotions that are hard to describe in words.
blogging this brought thoughts to my mind. thoughts that are, lol. interesting.
funnily, after everything. after the break up and things that you said to me after the breakup. things that i found out after the break up. im still just wanting you to be happy.

no one would ever really understand what went on between us.
it was special, it was,
though now friends we're not.

i dont know how to continue that sentence.
lol.

being able to experience the life of housewife. being able to take care of you [at least a little okaaay] was my honour.
i can still remember so much about us from this year that's ending in 3 hours.
seriously, all those good and bad. god, all those good and bad.
everything about you that familiar to me will slowly become unfamiliar.
and maybe one day we'd walk pass and not recognise each other.

but i'd keep in mind, all that i know of you.

i think i'd just end here before i start typing nonsense.
:D
and im going to say again, i dont regret knowing you. or being with you.
thought sometimes i wish i could forget that i ever met you, i know it's not true.

i want to thank you.
i want to thank you for allowing me into your life, for allowing me to go through that part of your life with you. i may not have been the best, but i can hoinestly say i really did try.

i want to thank you.
i want to thank you for being part of my life. you may not be the my whole life, but you were the most lovely part of it this year.

iand i want to thank you.
i want to thank you for all the comfort, care, support, encouragement, love, understanding, happiness, and every every everything else that you have given me.
thank you.

and im sorry.
for simply causing such a mess in your life.
for all the unhappiness, anger and hurt i gave you.
im sorry.

and i forgive you.
i forgive you.

i hope you find peace.
as i hope i would.

happy better years ahead.
always.

i love you.

written on : 31/12/08 ; 1857

my love, and my forever so strong pillar of strength!

2008-12-31T19:35:00.003+08:00

traveeeeeeeeeeee!
heh heh hehs, GF!

i shall start yours with a classic - 'even though you're not my best friend, you're my best friend'

and so, we've known each other for what, 5 years?! ewwwwww. wonder how i got through those days.
our crazy monks/long john/cheers/rocky's times.
the funny time at ag home in which the spastic-est shit happens.
running away, getting breached, going court, 24 months toa payoh girls home.

rememeber, our first meeting was on 2003's christmas eve.
[i tell you i dont even remember the day i met anyone else ok. its only YOU.]
i got drunk HAHAHA so you see i started getting drunk a long time ago.
so we were dancing, and i was toppling, and you'd be like OMG are you ok. and i said with the silly grin on my face im ok!

and it was AG HOME. :)
you kicking the glass door... stepping on bees.. me jumping off trying to be spider man.
running rooms at night, sneaking out for a smoke and food. getting caught, receiving punishment which sparked off the ant operation. but we still sneaked out again and failed that bloody thing.
you absconding and coming back to say hi, and that next day i ran away and we both got breached. lol!

went tpgh, and the moon and egg face played spiderman together lol.
eating, growing fat, fighting and then making up..we've been through all that.
those UPS and downs, times full of love, time when there was no love. but im glad we still made it here, arent you?

shit happens, it always does. but i love you. though sometimes love just aint enough, i hope it'd pull us through another 50 years. remember we used to fantasize about us growing old last time? being two old grannies walking about town and doing stuff.

well, i hope it comes.
:D

i bet you already know what's coming next.
travis huang man yi, i thank you for all you've brought into my life.
and im sorry for the times i brought you awful negative feelings.

have a better than the previous year every year!

--------------------------------------------♥ ------------------------------------------

pussy!

ah ya! i dont have much to say leh......
like everything i want to say already say before............. -.-

ok! next month. our 3rd year.
we had our past together, so i guess this is a continuation? after all, we didn't break up. we just got seperated.

you could always make me laugh :D

i want to write a proper one for you!! but i have to go get ready going out sooon!!! write tmr on new years day ok! :D awwwwwwwwwwwwwww love la!

written on : 31/12/08 ; 0946

:) i was always your princess-

2008-12-31T16:28:00.000+08:00

VONNIEEEE LIU FANG BEI!
ok you cant kill me its the end of the year already!

love's in the air ok!

hello vonnieee dear :)
wells, its the end of another year.
and next month we'd have officially known each other for 2 years!

you were always there when i needed you. except for like NOW cause you/i am busy.
:(
where's my bdae and christmas present!

you were always doting on me.
treating me like the princess i wasn't really am.
you know hwen i think about it, you ARE the one who treated me like a princess most.
honestly, yea, it was you-the most.

you spoil me too much -.-
but i love it!
:D

but seriously, you always gave without asking for anything.
giving more than you were receiving but stood fast at your 'as long as she's happy' thing.
you saw me in, and out of relationships.
saw all my flaws [which's alot] but still loved me.
and you know i love you, in my own special way.
and i thank god for sending you to me.

do you remember the funny scenario in which we met.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. you saw me, across the road smoking at daddy's company.
and i looked at you when u were in daddy's car and ran away when i realised omg its a stranger not my father in the car.
you brought me out for my first lunch [if not i seriously think i'd just stay in the office the whole time]

we have MANY- wells, its realy pretty much memories together.
sentosa, the cruise, all those drink drank drunk times.
and and and!
the way you always came down to accompany me when i was working in lighthouse.
:D
and the preaents you gave mee...................... OH MY TIAN.
hahahhaas, the wax butterfly that you made a mess of your room while you were at it.
the shiny shiny shiny $1 coins!
the crazy time when u sent 3 bouquets of roses to my house in a day.
and so many many more!
phones when i keep losing them :(
and and and all those food!
thank you, thank you, thank you.

before the year ends, i'd like to say thank you for everything.
and apologise for all the shit i gave you.
and ALL the troubles i cause when i was drunk. heh hehs.

you're the best 'AUNTIE' any girl could have!
the absoulute BEST!

and i love you so very much yo!

HAPPY NEW YEAR AHHHHHH!

written on : 28/12/08 ; 1928

for old times-

2008-12-31T14:43:00.001+08:00

merry xmas, old friends.

cindial ng xin yi, darling :)

jean tan sock hui :)

bell tan sock yuan

veron sim ai shan, 15 oct :)

sunnieeeeee wu!

we were all once happy and close to each other.
and as the year is coming to an end, i'd like to say..yea, thank you. for being that one special and important part of my life at that time.
thank you, for being there, for the laughter you've brought into my life.
thank you, for all the care, concern and effort you've put into our 'relationship' :)
for all the times you've put up with my shit, drunkeness, unreasonable temper and nonsense, thank you.
for just being you, and so much more,
thank you.

and im sorry.
for the times i've said or did anything that angered, hurt, disapopointed, irritated and caused you negative bad feelings.
i seek for your forgiveness, and for your understanding that i never meant to cause you distress.
for the times i thought bad thoughts, said bad words about you, i apologise.
and for the future times i'm going to continue living the way i do, please know that im feeling as wretched as could be.
but, yes.

and yes, I FORGIVE YOU! :D
for all the times you've angered, hurt, disappointed, irritated and confused me with your words or actions.

you'd always be a special one hidden in me.
and i do not regret loving you in the way i did, for if i were to have to choose all over again, damned, i'd still want to go through and relive those memories we shared.

both the good,
and the bad.

happy new year.

please be happy :)

written on : 25/12/08 ; 1443

mahjong madness-

2008-12-30T17:06:00.003+08:00

THE LOVELY FAMILYY!
:D

i love presents. hehs.
its been alot of mahjong recently.

OH MY TIAN my WHOLE body aching! my back, neck, legs, and arms!!

the girls who calls me shee shee and only dared to ask me to come come come play with her.

random picture, i fell with my whole body on the floor right after i took this.

anyway, it was raining so i want to wash my dirty legs ok!

randomly, eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i dono who is this person but i took 2 pictures with her.

and she said she thinks she looks like xiao zhu but is other people say also and teresa teng misses her :X

ok! off to bbq tonight! im sick leh. wonder if i can enjoy the foooooooooood. :(

top one steamboat! you dont bluff me horrr!!!!

HEY JAMES!

2008-12-29T15:27:00.007+08:00

EVERYONE ALWAYS SAY I NEVER UPLOAD PICTURES!

NOW IM THE FIRST OKAY!?!?!

st james last night with........

travis
renee pak
joelle
jasmine
krystal
jiabao
ah bao

bought a bottle of vodka [oh yes, everyone please pass me $6]
went over to krys house before we cabbed down to st james.

went harbourfront to finish the bottle and this CRAZY indian man appeared.
we took pictures with him but its not with me.
crazy man asked for fag and then talk about dono what sar luck cow and something something.
so IRRITATING.
and apparently everyone thought im dangerous and keep pulling me like i going to whack him. i guess i was staring at him but stare only ma...

im actually very harmless.

WE WERE ALL SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~~~~~

went in dragonfly, popped [as usual]
and danced.

then me and krys went to drink this 8/9 shot thing and she died.
:(
before then dono who dared who but we both went on stage when the live band was playing. i think i am shen jing bing.

took pictures!
and here they are!
i only got 15 hor.

the official most WHAT THE FUCK pose. and as usual it was travis's idea.

went to boilers after dragonfly.
we just walked in even though there was supposed to be cover. hehs.

danced somemore.
it was gay night. :)

OMG OMG OMG.
this bapok came and said 'i am lesbian' and frenched me.
and this crazy travis was like why i dont have and they started frenching.

cabbed down to trav's place where she stared shouting

'IM GOING TO BRING RENEE HOME AND FUCK HER' and 'I AM GOING TO BANG RENEE' loudly and repeatedly.

HAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAAAAAS!
prata-ed.

and it was home and ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!
happy happy night.

:)

ps : achievement of the night, i didn't puke. and i didn't dance with random ppl at dragonfly! but i fell down though. HAHAHAHHAHAHAA! or rather, krystal pushed me and i fell! and to the gay i stared at, SORRY AH!

missing you-

2008-12-28T18:08:00.003+08:00

had a dream last night. many people were inside. most of them people i loved. as friends, or as lovers. people who're just not around in this chapter of my life.
and it was meaningful.

i wish it was real.
:(

saw this mv and cried.
owells.

everyone knows. or AT LEAST ppl who knows me will know.
im an emo shit.

and 2008's coming to end!
which means, the posts will be up soon!

i guess i'd post them on the 30th/31st.
so.........
:)
stay tuned.

PS : OH MY FREAKING GOD. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I PLAYED 11 HOURS OF MAHJONG STRAIGHT. AND GUESS WHAT? I WON $1. At least i didnt lose la hor. :) BUT BACKACHE BACKACHE! AND WHEN I WANTED TO SHUT MY EYES AND SLEEP, ALL I COULD SEE WAS BLOODY MAHJONG!

ahhhhhhh.
2009 i 'fan tai sui'. :(

sighs.
its funny how just how much can change in a span of one year.

enjoy the video.
its from the heart.

范逸臣 Van - Missing You

作詞：林喬作曲：金大洲

以後都不要再聯絡聽你說的很簡單
黑暗中靜靜摟緊自己孤單有誰明白
難過懶的再去管淚要不要流下來
我也只好默默啃蝕寂寞留著痛灌溉

Missing You 拋去愛漸漸模糊的期待
難道我就這樣痛撤心扉是自己活該
Missing You 我無奈難道是為了彼此傷害
好成為扮演愉快的天才

看照片散落在一床我在回憶中哭喊
若是自導自演的鬧劇為何美好曾擁懷
就當作分手是因為我們在愛中看開
如果留不住我就只有孤獨來陪伴

Missing You 我坦白突然背叛的未來
那個時間轉角你就不再留意我存在
Missing You Every Night 連星海也嘲笑我活該
我還有什麼資格放不開

陌生的人海去哪裡找愛
只有看不清等待
誰願收留我的期待快來

Missing You 我坦白突然背叛的未來
那個時間轉角你就不再留意我存在
Missing You Every Night 連星海也嘲笑我活該
我還有什麼資格放不開
我還有什麼資格放不開

endless-

2008-12-27T04:19:00.003+08:00

OMFG! FUCKING HILARIOUS!!!
ME AND PUSSY WERE ON THE PHONE LAUGHING UNTIL WE STOMACHPAIN AT 4 FREAKING AM IN THE MORNING!

LOL!
AND WE CONTINUED LOOKING AT RETARDED TRANSLATION VIDEOS AFTER THAT [when we're supposed to sleep]

and a song, just a song.
hmmmmm.
two very different videos i know :)

feeling emo.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

why?
just exactly why?

snapshots!

2008-12-23T23:04:00.001+08:00

random shots.
and i shall let the pictures speak.
:D

was supposed to head to pris's nanny's house for the 'DONG ZHI' dinner. but she wanted me covered up [no tattoos and stuff] so the fretful me was changing and changing when she reach. asked her what should i wear she said long sleeves, jeans and sports shoes.
she laughed like one psychotic idiot when i really wore the ensemble below down.
i'm sooooooo cute right!

ps, that's my mum's khaki jeans. i didnt have any long pants. :\

and i think my sports shoes are like the coolest. WOOTS!

my buns- :D

travis and her spastic friends. HAHAHAHAHAHAAAS. and of course, by saying that i mean travis herself is spastic too.

WHY WANT TO POSE AS SO MANY DIFFERENT PEOPLE YO?!

and yes!
goodbye.

i've got many posts as draft that i dont know when i should post. but definitly before this year is over. [this was one of them]
take care, my loved ones.

fuck.

2008-12-21T15:26:00.004+08:00

all i want is someone to talk to.
got so difficult OR NOT.

i swear i want to talk so much i'd marry the person who talks to me lo.

:(

last night, travis birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YO!

omg, it was like SO HOT AND HUMID i cannot take it.

so i sat at the other bar where it was cooler and where i just kept drinking and got drunk.
so apparently, the strongest drink is bacardi 151. i had it in a cocktail. daiquiri to be specific! :D
i bought the first the the subsequent were either on the house or a treat from random ppl.

barely danced.
DONT LIKE!

why even dancing also must so restricted.
just have fun la.

i think im in a bad mood.
that's why i keep doing shit stuff.

EXAMPLE.
getting pissed with pris.
and getting pissed.

I SAID, I WANT SOMEONE TO TALK TO.
why do i sound like some loser.

and i am hurting.
all over.

:((

我沒有遺憾, 因爲我已深深的愛過你.

2008-12-20T18:03:00.001+08:00

one whole day.
what the fuck am i doing?

.....pussy.

2008-12-20T15:01:00.004+08:00

there's so much for me to say.
some i've said before, some you know deep down within your heart.
if it wasn't for you, i wouldn't be who i am today.

i'd still be drowning in the hurt and pain, suffocated by my misery.

i know every second you spend with me is a bittersweet moment.
a memory, with every smile accompanied by a hint of grief.

i know i shouldn't have brought u into this warped world of mine.
and i admit i am selfish.

there are so many things that only we know.
the silent, more serious part to us.

im sorry for being the way that i am.
and i hope you know you dont have to do the many things you're doing.

i'd just stop here.
maybe we'd talk about it.
maybe we won't.

either way, you know i 'la la la la la' you.
but its difficult for me now that i really can't be bothered with basically everything.

i regret that you have to meet me at such a time.

there's so many things i want to thank you about.
for your time.
your love.
your care and understanding.
for your company.
for listening and talking to me.
for being that shoulder.
for all the smiles you've brought me.
for every little thing, and every single effort you've put into me,

thank you, and sorry.

its hard on you.
i know it is.
its probably tormenting even.
to know and feel the obvious facts that i sometimes choose to ignore.

shit.
im sorry.
and it's going to be easier on you if you choose to leave.
i'd be fine on my own..

i will.
at least, i believe i'd look fine.
you trust that, dont you.

and again, thank you.
im really, really grateful.

真正的快樂

2008-12-20T14:29:00.001+08:00

人群中哭著你只想變成透明的顏色
你再也不會夢或痛或心動了
你已經決定了你已經決定了
你靜靜忍著緊緊把昨天在拳心握著
而回憶越是甜就是越傷人了
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深淺淺的刀割

你不是真正的快樂你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

這世界笑了於是你合群的一起笑了
當生存是規則不是你的選擇
於是你含著眼淚飄飄盪盪跌跌撞撞的走著

你不是真正的快樂你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

你不是真正的快樂你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你的左側卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了

你不是真正的快樂你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

你不是真正的快樂你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你的左側卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了

你值得真正的快樂你庄該脫下你穿的保護色
為什麼失去了還要被懲罰呢
能不能就讓悲傷合部結束在此刻
重新開始活著

always,
lum boon tiong

it's the shit!

2008-12-19T14:51:00.003+08:00

i can hardly remember what have i been doing. even on monday.

wells,
i remember ONE TIME ONE TIME!
charades. LOL.
aching body, NECK!
cramping jaws. ulcers and all that.

tuesdays seemed to be spent being a prisoner in my house.

weds was drinking. followed by phuture which was too packed as always.
a trip down to butter unleashed chaos.
I GOT SO DRUNK IT WASN'T EVEN FUNNY ANYMORE.

went into butter at 11, came out at 11.45.
all we did was go in, sit down, play games and drink, came out to smoke and me and huang concuss.
loser paradise yes i know.

so children, please know that drinking on a empty stomach is NO GOOD.
i've got so many cuts and bruises all over. :((
the especially huge bump on my head and face hurts the worst.

i puked ALL OVER.
and pris had to send me home and bathe me cause my hair was full of puke.
HUR HURS!
me and huang totally dont remember anything, even the ride home.
yes, we can't recall shit.

EVEN THE BATHING PART.

and thurs, unwell unwell unwell.................
went out anyway.
headed to double O, followed by play.
double O's music was wtf?!

and the people dance like they have spasms.
there was this nigga beside us that.. idkm.
OH YES. double didn't allow me and pak entry cause we were in slippers.
what in the world please!
thank god kind souls lent us their shoes.

went to maxwell aft dbl and before play for supper.
HAE MEE!

play's music was alright.
but damned i missed out cause i cant dance for shit.

awwwwwwwwww.
pris didn't get to see her special one.
alamak, pussy you sounded like some lovesick idiot yo.
going on and on and on about how sad/hurt/nervous/happy/scared/eager you are the WHOLE TIME.

stayed out to talk with pussy aft play.
the creepy thing was that around.... 4ish 5. i saw this figure walking towards us and it turned out to be the father.
hehs.

and yes, pussy. im not exactly trying to side her. and i dont want to argue with you over such -.- things. i know its quite painfully obvious that im trying to find lame reasons/excuses for her but you see.

i just dont want any trouble.
humour me on this will you.

P.S : everyone please refrain from contacting me for week. i've got this ongoing bet with pris. HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAAHAHAAAAAS! just kidding, text me ok! [but i wont reply] lol.

OMGGGGGG.
sat and sun...................
clubbing again?!?!

heading to the temple to accompany pris to pray cause we apparently 'FAN TAI SUI' next year.
and your bdae's coming up biatch.

LOVE,
GROWING FATTER EVERY SECOND

pictures...............................

2008-12-17T19:07:00.009+08:00

OK.
there's like so much more.

but damned im late again!

需要你的愛

2008-12-17T15:25:00.001+08:00

hmmmmm

2008-12-17T06:46:00.003+08:00

i really should update the blog ehhs.

but im busy.
and lazy.

wells, phuture laters.
drink, dance, sex on the dancefloor!

err.
i didn't mean that.
not literally anyways.

:)

look at all the smoke that's going into my nostrils.
but i like it anyways.

thanks little one!

fireworks, bright then total darkness

2008-12-12T16:20:00.004+08:00

hadn't really had the time to update anything much.
sch's finally officially over.

:)
herstory last night.
it was...alright.

okay i'm having a writer's block.
blog another time.

two things got broken.
my soul.
and my epidermis/blood vessels.

lol.
and i was never mad at you.

has been

2008-12-08T14:16:00.002+08:00

die.
im so behind time for the photos :(

people are hounding me like wolves for them...
im hardly home la!

promise, before the week is up, it'd be up.
for now..........

5 as an appetiser :D

im sorry-

2008-12-05T15:26:00.002+08:00

im sorry.

for all the troubles.
for all the heartaches.
for all the shit i give.
for all the mess i make.

for all the 無可奈何.
sorry.

i miss you.

a heartfelt song from before

2008-12-04T08:02:00.002+08:00

help.
please help.

wells, pictures, TONNES of pictures up next.

a song.
a song with impact.
a song that stays in my head-

on hindsight,
maybe i should start talking abt more serious things.
instead of crapping with picture entertainment almost all the time.

last post, on the other blog.
and then-
then.

im just a girl.

2008-12-02T20:19:00.000+08:00

damned-

HEHS.

2008-12-02T03:15:00.002+08:00

busy busy busy-

:D
HEAVENNNNNN~

its booze fag food sex and :) days and nights every single day.
WOOTS!

WALK SLOWLIER!
ohh my godddddddddd.
the things tt happen when one is in an inebriated state of mind.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAS!

have to stop eating la.
:(

surprise!

2008-11-27T20:42:00.001+08:00

EXCLUSIVE!

HEHS!
enjoy! omg, i really should bathe like NOW!

busy busy busy-

2008-11-27T19:33:00.007+08:00

22nd Nov - HAPPY 10th BIRTHDAY AARONY!
today - happy birthday dad-

i have pictures to upload.
but there's so many! im so lazy -.-

planned to club ytd.
but i got too drunk too fast.

HEHS!
its another busy week.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

i don't understand how we can have so much to do leh pussy tan.
anyways...

pictures up!
and oh!

wanted to blog three days ago. but i couldn't find the time to.
happy 34th monthsary pussy.
lols.
and we haven't break! miracle.

:D

damned there're so many pics....... how to upload. :(
haiya.

anyhow only la-

bowling day! as expected, dad got forst, alvin second, me third and aaron fourth. i think me and aaron did well lehh. he averaged 40-50 points and me 80-90 points. NOT BAD FOR NOOBS!

somehow or another, i only meet her everyday. hehs. dont see anyone else to meet. :D

HAHAHAHHAHAAAA! candid!

and this is howlong the bloody SHORTbread is.

im whiney and upset. cause i REALLY want to sleep :(

the only pris know what face. OMG!

in between the above and below pictures, we waited for blah blah blah for 4 hours. hmpt. pussy got REALLY pissed. -.-

mummy moon!

ok. end of another picture overload post.

YVONNE LIU, if you're looking at this you better call me.

how can u bear to abandon the cute innocent pretty niece of yours?!

woots! can't wait.

a trip to jb and batam/bintan might be up next!

lol. according to pussy, batam is the shopping place and bintan is the romantic place. -____-"

so hot so hot! just suffered from pins andneedles. lol. how retarded, being alone in the room and laughing like one motherfucker.

okok i better go bathe and go down town now.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees.

GET WELL SOON OK.

bye!

photos again. lol.

2008-11-23T07:23:00.005+08:00

MY NEW TOY!
:))

have to eat brekkie.
words up laters.

OK I'M BACK!
i'm now so into this show called 'DOU NIU YAO BU YAO' [斗牛要不要]
the male main actor is like want to be how awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
i want someone like that too :((

anyways, i want to get back to the show quick. i haven't yet slept and think most probably forget about lala-land. the time now is like 1.15pm please.

lol. look at how pussy looks at the table near us. SEE! i told u u always have this grumpy, unhappy look on your face. tsk. be happier and friendlier can or not......

but then again........ look at the way i look at them. HAHAHAHA. yes, very unglam, i know.

and the two pictures below are pretty much the same. just that mine was on purpose and hers wasn't. hehs.

and yes, besides lights, my arabia friends seems to have this fetish for lamp-posts and drain railings too!

kiddy rides at east coast! the one below was my first. it gave me a somewhat sailing feeling. cause i don't know why but it went from left to right while rocking back and forth the whole time.

my second ride! damned, only now i see cindial in the picture......... spoiler.
>

just a few more [actually just 2] random pictures that i took. :))

ok, im a lil sleepy now.
shit-

our BEFORE, and AFTER :))

2008-11-22T15:43:00.005+08:00

BEFORE

AND SO, THIS WAS PRETTY MUCH HOW I LOOKED LIKE WHEN I WAS WITH PUSSY TAN APPROX. 3 YEARS AGO.

pls- look at y legs, face, body, arms and style of dressing. EVEN MY HAIR?!

was going to post the 'after' pictures but i realised i posted them all along. i mean, who won't know how i look like now.

i salute u man pussy. how could u stand a girl that ugly.
i was practically DOUBLE your size man.

no wonder u said, looks-wise. you prefer the present me cause honestly,
i prefer the present me too!

:D
and to east coast i head!
but im so sleepy after drinking cough syrup.

or is it cause im really full now-
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

UNWELL :((

2008-11-22T13:34:00.009+08:00

OK IM SO SICK OF BEING SICK.
shit-

and here are the pictures

i swear you look gay here pussy. either that or... you finally look a lil like the lady that you are. [you may not know it, but its there in you! somewhere. :D

the boobies look weird here.at least that's how i feel.

the spastic one.

i stuck those foam onto her back and made her walk around with it. HEHS!

can see binder. so sexy la ok.

please do not always try to act cool/charming with me la. -.-

i feel sick.

no, i AM sick.

this bout of flu, fever, cough, nausea, sorethroat, nausea, cough, fever, flu, cough, nausea and BLOODY CONSTANT MIGRAINE is killing me.

and yes, what i had/felt was in that order. 'cept i just may have like a few of it at the same time.

eg, flu-cough-nausea-migraine

damned.

and this UNWELL-NESS is maybe me look awful.

cold-hot flushes make me ohh so too much sticky AND STICKY. AND STICKY!

not to mention lifeless.

here, i have to thank ms pussy tan [who's still demonstrating her love for pussy and slowly embracing the cold hard truth that she DOES love pussy]

and in case of any misunderstanding, by demonstrating i mean the non-stop remix onset of girls that flock to her as bees are attracted to honey.

:DD

p.s : im so sorry that you got taken advantage of at play.

HEHS!

but it WAS funny :D :D :D

but i still want to say a HUGE THANK YOU to you, the pussy lover for caring for me during this *difficult and depressed period of my life. HAHAHAHAHHAHAAAS! i cry all the time hor.

*private joke

sending me home, herbal tea and stuff. i appreciate it really. and for putting up with my weird/irritating/fucked up/attract attention/unreasonable/crazy/whiney attitude that is just simply in the package when im sick.

THANK YOU! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO <3

and and im psychotic. LOL. *nudge nudghehs, yet another private joke.

god please bless me, make this UNWELL-NESS go away.

a stupid picture for your enjoyment. :D

dawn says-

2008-11-21T03:53:00.001+08:00

im outside play.
and on my itouch.

saying.
fuck it man, let's go.

yes. i said that.
bite me.

ok. this's the umpteenth time i've said this,
but hell.
fuck it man.

i've had enough.

love?

2008-11-20T17:22:00.007+08:00

haha! the clown below is my friend visiting from saudi arabia. :) she says she likes singapore's lights very much!

the 'JIE-MEI's

look carefully.......... and you shall see the insides of my nostrils. omg. so sick. :(

i don't know why but she dont want to take a picture looking at the camera with me. :(

15 october! the one whose unglam pictures always get snapped by ME! :D

the two skinny people. :\

one of the few people i know who is ALWAYS [pretty much] FULL OF SMILES!!

here's another of you. hehs. just for laughs. hehs.

check out the new fringe YO!

hehssssssssssssssssss. see i so nice. i got u a nice pretty spanking new picture! with her!

lalaalalalalalalaalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas-

ok. im sick. and feeling bloody awful. had a flu, follwed by cough, fever and now i lost my voice. :(

got drunk that night.. but not exactly. cause i didnt puke.

but drank, so much.

the whole full glass of remy martin neat got my cheeks so red! so cute. lol.

ahhhh. why am i explaining. haha. i gotta run anyway. :D

update laters.
ciaos!

oh wells.

2008-11-18T11:59:00.003+08:00

PICTURES!
:D

yesterday, first day at viva. errr. haha. i guess its alright?
i think i should have much to say.

but when i try to write-
i realise there's nothing in me.

trav asked to play this week.
followed by others.
pris shouldnt be going..
but i should be.

its been a while since i danced.
ok la.
find happening at play okok?

YEA RIGHT!

FAITH

2008-11-18T11:20:00.002+08:00

my baby.
my faith.
my maltese.

see u in 1-2 months time!

I WILL BUY IT MYSELF.
cause i still want to name it faith.

i can't share..
cause i dont have faith in pretty much everything anymore.

i want to try and get it by the end of this month leh! :(
but im only left with 2 weeks as from today.

lol.
unless my mother lend me money.
HA HA HA.
which is impossible la.

maybe god will have mercy on me and throw $1500 into my bank a/c.
or maybe let me sell 100 bottles in 2 weeks.
ok, im so day dreaming.

:(

lazy

2008-11-17T00:01:00.005+08:00

i want to blog.
but i lazy.

i want to post pictures.
but i lazy.

AHHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!
got fuck drunk at phuture ytd night.
all the martell..
teqilla shots and pops.

pops alone i had over ten??!

in the end.
it was the 4 fucking flaming lambo that sealed the deal.
hehs.
and they were from strangers, as usual.

in short,
i totally spoilt my image.
and i didn't even know bell took my phone.
HAHAHAHA.
cause i keep wanting to go home.
but i forgot i have no money.
the phone came back to me this evening though.
:)

:D
pussy..
sorry bout the leg!
tsk.

no matter what.
you shouldn't chase me when ur leg is like tt.
but its me :(

ok.
i really lazy to put pic.
i'd just put 5 random ones.

damned was it a fucking hectic week or WHAT?!?!?!

hehs
i think the last photo damn funny lo.
i wanted to take a threesome but it ended up being 2 and a half.
:))

got somemore.
but im lazy to continue.
so ok.
im gg to continue with my favourite hobby now.
:D

who knows what's tt!
the thing i always do when im home.

and pussy tan.
thank god for you.

UPDATE : bell. nah. tsk tsk so vulgar. SIBAI!

finally-

2008-11-15T19:17:00.007+08:00

i realized the huge stone in my heart-
the thick fog clouding my eyes and mind-
the love that was wrapping my heart in a heartwrenching embrace-

has been released.
and im glad.

finally, im free.
as horrible as it may sound.
i'm having this whatever i can't be bothered attitude to everything in my life.
nothing really seems meaningful.
nothing really seems important.

im happy being the person i am now.
i found back the old me that got lost along the path of love.

maybe about 6% of me want to speak.
but i dont really see a point.
haa.

so,
so cant be bothered.

:)
i am finally emotionless.
finally.

a sing that described my once upon a time.

说好的幸福呢 - 周杰伦

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
曲周杰伦歌词提供再兴
你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
为什么这时候忍心离我而去☆..

this is funny-

2008-11-13T19:02:00.001+08:00

and im so unbothered.

how nice.

:D

i love to be happy.

and im swearing my life upon that!

:)

2008-11-13T11:00:00.001+08:00

Im happy.
I'm alright.
I'm perfectly fine.

Why shouldnt I be?
this life I have is full of sunshinee, butterflies, stars and angels!
:)

dawn dawn dawn!

2008-10-31T00:00:00.001+08:00

i love myself.

i love myself.

NO I DONT LOVE MYSELF.

hahahahhahahaa! heard that randomly on the tv.
or maybe not +)

wells. play.....
omg.........

so late alrdy!
but!!!!!

I GO!!!
PLAY!!

i will reach arnd 1.
good night.

back to gin tonic now-

DA TOU DONKEY

2008-10-30T00:59:00.005+08:00

yo!

before anything.
im appalled at the number of imaginery ant friends i have.
+(

hello everyone,
first thing up-

I SHOULD/WANT TO STOP BEING SO FASHIONABLY OVERWEIGHT.

secondly....
I DIDN'T MEAN THAT.
AT ALL.

+)

day out.
with esther, travis, hui, pris, rong rong, cindial and veron.

ate, bras basah-ed, ate, pooled [omg omg omg], and ate!
the most amazing thing!

i think i got possessed by the pool god/spirit today +)
i went in shots that no one believed i could. even myself.

and basically, the summary of pool is that....
HUI IS CALLED DAWN LUM.
cause she say if i can go in she will call herself dawn lum!

but im also not called dawn lum, cause i missed the shot that i said i will go in if not my name is not dawn lum.

an i won a few rounds! though none is really i win one.. but I WON PRIS!
rong rong will help me to win rounds tt im losing. but he help ABIT ONLY.

hahahahhaa!
but somehow, i noticed this rong rong keep laughing at my poor shots -.-
hui, pls keep this boy in check.

but it was all in good fun +) the idea was there. lol.

have V8 for dinner. we took sooo long to decide on what to eat ok.
but food was fine.

EVERYBODY, I LIKE TO LIVE ON THE DANGEROUS SIDE~~~

i want to stop saying funny things.
cause everyone laugh at me.

+(

and darling! thks for the photo! ooooops! didn't HUG!
send you 10 million thousands soon la ok.

start with 10 ok : HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG HUG

ok. i have more to write but i lazy.
im drinking cointreau now!

the donkey below......... I LOVE!
been long since i have ever liked a soft toy.
and i like the soft toy for the soft toy ok.

SO ADORABLE. SO LOVELY. SO SPASTICLY YUMMY!

sighs contentedly-

its the love YO!

2008-10-29T00:34:00.005+08:00

THE PRETTY MUCH ONLY FOUR PHOTOS I HAVE OF MY BIRTHDAY,
hahahahahhaahaa!

yes we were pretty much high to the sky.
you can see it in our faces.

RANDOM PICTURES TAKEN THAT THE LAZY ME NEVER BOTHERED TO UPLOAD TO THE COMPUTER TILL TODAY.

i just realised... huang likes to take pictures with this 'i won't show my teeth' smile sometimes.

while the butches were away..
the girls decided to play!

it alright yea? my belly honey bunny wifey. unglam for this time in our lives.
cause i was like, we know we dont really look like this.

:D yes, she's my wife. don't bully her ok! im the QUEEN of ah lians hor.

this is the real master who holds the secret scroll behind 'i will not show my teeth no matter WHAT' smile! i have one of her trying! maybe, someday!

and she has so many names.....
i don't know man. she's all about being mysterious!

P.S : DONT MESS WITH US, TOGETHER, WE CAN EAT LIKE 10 THOUSAND COWS!

alright, so alcohol makes people take funny pictures.
i love you la huang!

we, the GANGSTERS WANNABE!

i MUST spill the beans on something. the one in the middle of the picture below ALWAYS ask people to kiss her and then she will make the 'OMG THEY'RE KISSING ME EWWW' face.

dont believe ask my wife.

and you, my lil fat chicken. [but im the fat one yes i know] its been long since we last took pictures tgt.
:)

i said i'd post this.
hearts-

and wells, till the next time im feeling free.
:))
goodbye, and good night.

p.s : i actually have soooo many more photos to upload.
but haiya, im a very low profile girl!
:DD

camera love-

2008-10-28T05:52:00.001+08:00

lalala.

:D
i was typing halfway last night!
as i was saying.... trav's new unfinished tattoo!!

hehs!
im a little tired.

owells.
mine and DDfish's one are coming up soon!

wheeeeeeeeeeees!